unwanted feelings....

I told myself already not to love.
never ever. (一氧化氮更多爱-我对自己说

Here is another chance for me to embark on new ventures, to accomplish the plans I’ve made, to do what I failed to do before. One more chance to do something extraordinary; something that changes my life and everything around me. It’s time to shake off the fear of the unknown and play around with the possibility of change. I am far too complacent and comfortable. Too unwilling to believe there’s a completely different way of doing things. Too lazy to explore alternatives. But now, i will do this because i have my inspiration.. An inspiration that i love so much. Yes its YOU... You know who you are... Thanks for coming into my life... To love you and to be your lover is all i ever wanted... To be with you is all i ever dreamed.

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这是一次机会，我走上新的合资企业，以完成计划我已经尽我没有这样做之前。多一次机会，做一些非凡;一些改变我的生活和我周围的一切。现在是时候摆脱恐惧 的未知和玩的可能性变化。我太自满和舒适。也不愿意相信，是一个完全不同的处事方式。懒得探索替代品。但现在，我将做到这一点，因为我有我的灵感..一个 灵感，我喜欢这么多。是的你...你知道你是谁...感谢您进入我的生活...若要爱你，是你的爱人是我以往任何时候都想要...要与你是我梦想。